I’ve been hiding behind my wall of solitude – I’ve changed my WordPress website address, deactivated my facebook…stopped answering my cell phone and home phone…I feel like such a coward but I had to protect myself and lay low for a while – it was the only way I could feel safe.  My brother read my entire blog and the only thing he got out of it was that I insulted him and he threatened to sue me.   It’s crazy… I have written page after page of pain and he reads one sentence about him repeating bad patterns from my father and decides to threaten me!  I just don’t understand this!  How can my entire family hate me so much!  I’m not even comfortable writing this blog anymore – It used to be a safe place to pour out my fears, hopes, pain, confusion, dreams…but now it feels poluted and I don’t know what to do…. so I’m trying to take my power back…